As much as i loved being "daddy's little girl" once i have come to face the fact that it will never be the same.My parents divorce was i believe 7 years ago.The first year my dad got us every other weekend.After that year i think he gave up on being a father.He had girlfriend after girlfriend after girlfriend.They are all that mattered to him.That doesn't matter anymore more though,my mom had the best position out there,to play 2 roles.Day after day she was father and mother whether it was dance classes or sports she was always there.I think i got lucky and was still able to get the best of both worlds regardless of an absent parent.My mom always did everything in her power to give us the best life, even if it meant she would miss out on things.So i wanna take the time out to thank the best mother/father i have ever had, and i would never go back and have it any other way. Happy Father's Day MomFriday, June 17, 2011
happy fathers day,mom.
As much as i loved being "daddy's little girl" once i have come to face the fact that it will never be the same.My parents divorce was i believe 7 years ago.The first year my dad got us every other weekend.After that year i think he gave up on being a father.He had girlfriend after girlfriend after girlfriend.They are all that mattered to him.That doesn't matter anymore more though,my mom had the best position out there,to play 2 roles.Day after day she was father and mother whether it was dance classes or sports she was always there.I think i got lucky and was still able to get the best of both worlds regardless of an absent parent.My mom always did everything in her power to give us the best life, even if it meant she would miss out on things.So i wanna take the time out to thank the best mother/father i have ever had, and i would never go back and have it any other way. Happy Father's Day Mom
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Saturday, May 28, 2011
grampas girl
He was more than my grampa he was a best friend i could always count on. It wasn't till recently i started visiting the cemetary alot. I felt like everything exciting that would happen in my life i had to drive up there just to talk about it to him. I know he listened.(PS:the blue gems around the stone are supposed to be taken off and cleaned monthly, i believe they got tired of cleaning them off so they eventually left them on, always the best for grampa) For all of those who do not know by know my grampa was veteran. he had a puprle heart. The cemetary he is buried in is a beautiful military one. Even though i miss him i still get to see him,i dream of him almost every night. In my dreams he always finds me wandering and helps me back home until i get to see him again. On the other hand my gramma still takes it hard. me and my mom keep her busy and her mind of things for the most part. We will always be her girls, she will never be alone. I know till this day my grampa is smiling down on me and im making him more proud than ever. Everything i do is for him. He knows i am lucky to call myself his grand daughter. I will await the day i get to eat german pancakes with him again,until then i can officially say i have one of the best guardian angels out there who keep pushing me to strive for more..and for you i am blessed <3 RiP Grampa i will see you on monday.
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So..where to begin this one. 2011 has not been a good year for so many people i know. People losing loved ones, people hurting, people finding out exactly who they are? People come and go but will always leave footprints on our hearts. We are always told things happen for a reason. but why does that reason have to hurt? it is starting to hit me that my grampa has been gone 6 years now this november.
He was more than my grampa he was a best friend i could always count on. It wasn't till recently i started visiting the cemetary alot. I felt like everything exciting that would happen in my life i had to drive up there just to talk about it to him. I know he listened.(PS:the blue gems around the stone are supposed to be taken off and cleaned monthly, i believe they got tired of cleaning them off so they eventually left them on, always the best for grampa) For all of those who do not know by know my grampa was veteran. he had a puprle heart. The cemetary he is buried in is a beautiful military one. Even though i miss him i still get to see him,i dream of him almost every night. In my dreams he always finds me wandering and helps me back home until i get to see him again. On the other hand my gramma still takes it hard. me and my mom keep her busy and her mind of things for the most part. We will always be her girls, she will never be alone. I know till this day my grampa is smiling down on me and im making him more proud than ever. Everything i do is for him. He knows i am lucky to call myself his grand daughter. I will await the day i get to eat german pancakes with him again,until then i can officially say i have one of the best guardian angels out there who keep pushing me to strive for more..and for you i am blessed <3 RiP Grampa i will see you on monday.Monday, May 2, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
NOT so happy easter....shopping!
Easter....I love easter...i love the whole concept of it...what i love even more every year is fighting with all the rude people at walmart who have failed to shop ahead of time..i admit it i'm failing on my "get holiday shopping 2 months done ahead of time." you know everyone goes around saying HAPPY HALLOWEEN..im all..halloween shiiiit im already christmas shopping haven't you seen walmart. any ways back to the main point. I HATE SHOPPING 2 HOURS BEFORE EASTER STARTS. yes i said it..i shop for easter..but yes no kids...i fill a basket for edgar. he loves it(just incase he ever denies it.) this year i actually got lucky between all the mobs at walmart and the completely cleaned out easter shelves. Needless to say edgar is lucky i found that last blue basket..or he wouldv'e ended up with a pink one. well hey its the thought that counts right?
So instead of leaving the "easter bunny" carrots to eat..she has sent me a request saying she prefers a fruit plate with a couple cosmos. You will be making her very happy.
sugar and spice and everything with....life?
It been a while since iv'e written something here. I guess i will just do an update. I ended up getting a 2nd job which has completely messed up my whole routine with sleep,school, etc. When im not asleep im at work and when im not at work im asleep. You can kinda say i have definetely been slacking in school. which will change...I MUST get my head on straight. i just really hope i can juggle it all without having a breakdown. I already feel like im losing my mind. Its like im always taking 1 step forward and 5 back. Its one thing after another...thats all for today..im actually gonna close this one with a thought never take anything for granted, always kiss your loved ones good night and constantly remind each person how much they mean to you you never know if they will be there when you wake up.
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